Sunday, July 31, 2005

This is to Ray..
hey bro..i didnt know u were so troubled cos i didnt manage to read ur post earlier..i really tot it was just becos ur room was so messy and u cant seem to finish packing..seems like it is more cos of ur fren..let me tell u a story abt a ger and her family..

It was a few years ago..this ger got news that her grandpa had cancer..becos he fainted on his way to a doctor..he said that he stomach was very pain..then his family brought him to the hospital only to realised that the cells were not only cancerous but that her grandpa was already in the last stage of cancer..there was almost nothing the doctor could do..her grandpa asked his children when he could go home? He wanted so much to go home..but all his children told him "soon..soon...after the checkup.." However the little ger knew in her heart that didnt really seem possible..At his stay at the hospital..htere were pastors frm his childrens' church came to visit him and asked him if he wanted to accept Christ,,but as usal his stubborn nature rejected the offer..However,,the longer he stayed in the hospital..the more the pastors came to visit him the more touched he became..and eventually it was God's love that melted his heart that was rock hard..the little ger can't explain why her grandpa accepted Christ..but she know that it must be God and no one else..Her grandpa held onto his faith very firmly..when he was in great pain..no amounts of morphine could ease his pain..but when the little ger and her mom sang the Christian hymns for him..he calmed down..and tears flowed from his eyes..though the little ger's grandpa didnt get to serve the Lord like many of us can..she made a testimony once..to urge the people to bring their fren's and relatives to Christ soon..dun wait till its too late..thsi testimony was somehow made on behalf of her grandpa who was then not really able to speak anymore..Her grandpa only regretted not have realised the goodness of knowing Christ and how fortunate it is to be able to spread the good news..abt 2 to 3 weeks after the testimony was made..the ger's grandpa was taken home by the Lord..And the little ger was none other than me..This is the 1st time my relative or fren passed on..

Now my aunt has breast cancer..it is again the last stage..the cancer has alr spreaded to all parts of her body..her spine, bones, liver, brain and more that i alr cant rem..i saw her today..her eyes were really yellow..her skin was like that of an old lady..all the side effects can be seen..and my heart hurts when i see a once pretty and lively lady become like that..at first she didnt accept God too..only 3 to 4 months ago that she accepted Christ..she has her own past that she could not let down at first but now she comes to chursh every sunday..depending on her condition that day..

I have seen miracles happening b4 my eyes once and once again..and nothing is impossible for God and the victory is the Lord's..i will hold u and ur fren in my prayers bro..be strong and brave..we need not be good with wat we say..we just need to pray for guidance for God to touch the fren..be cos it is the very small things that we do that God can use us to touch their hearts..Jia you!!!

^_^..Emily..

7:11 PM
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