Tuesday, August 02, 2005



i concluded recently i've lived the life but missed the point. and that pt = not committing fully to God, to me, to those around me. = not opening my palms and holding on too tightly. = tt it's all about Him. have you missed the point? i did.

and i am not the only casualty of my own hands.

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and across the sea of a thousand hands that i sail in, all the commitments that want a part of me, that need a part of me, that can choke the life of me, i realise the ones which are most lethal are the ones that i own.

and it would take His hands to save me from myself.
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i just wished i wasnt so blinded by that which glittered but isnt gold, so hung up by the noose of the past and so myopic in my view of the future.

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the sky has turned dark all of a sudden when the sun was just out less than 15 minutes ago. it threatens, and flashes, and bellows, and blows.

i am afraid.

but i will soak in the rain, in the washing away, in the rain-down.

in the cleansing.

suddenly, what was supposed to be the rain turns out to be a drizzle.

are you holding out on your water, Lord?
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10:34 AM
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