Friday, August 19, 2005

This can be seen insignificant. But if you can, read it, and pray.
Today I've been strucked badly.
Remember the friend i mentioned about last time, whom i wanna bring her to christ? She got suspended today. And I was somehow the last one to know, after a teacher mentioned about it to the whole band today, as she is stripped from her cca position. We've just gotten our post less than a month. And to think she sounded perfectly cheerful, her normal self on the phone yesterday.
Reason for suspension- played truant, forged mum's signature for letters, blanko mcs and photocopy.
Me, being her good friend, yet i don't even know this can happen, seriously. She likes to bottle up her feelings. I would like to help her if i can. I know that she's been ponning school, but i decided not to confront her, cos i know she will feel unhappy of me doing this, and our friendship may strained. It happened quite alot of times before, so i dare not do it again. Just hope that she will learn her lesson.
No one will believe she got suspended, cos compare her to the extremes of the people in my school, she is sitll counted as one of the guai girls. She doesn't break school rules often, only always late. Basically, she doesn't have attidtude problems.
Not only she got suspended, she's gotten a zero for CA.
My friends and I really don't know what's the reason behind all these, why so foolish of her to commit such severe offence? Its like a sense of helplessness in us. I do feel angry at first, cos i just keep telling myself why can't she just listen what other people tell her? Why? Why must she bottle up her probs? Why must she be so secretive? I guess being angry now doesn't solve the matter, what's done is done.
So, I hope you all can pray for her, pray that she can recover back to her original, be stronger, have happy days in school, and also not to commit the same type of mistakes. Its certainly saddedning end up in this kind of situation.
My friends and I have gotten her mum's permission to visit her. Hope that helps her.

jas is encountering another quite serious problem.
Her studies.
Her super- chao- lan studies.
Her cannot-make-it bio.
Her lousy-singlish English
Lord! SOS! -waves arms continously-

jas

10:41 PM
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