
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Oh No! Im back! Can anyone refresh my memories? Why am I back for?
Its been 2 days! & I still cannot get ova 雲 華 村!!!! Nononono! In Fact, it has been 6 1/2 days!!!!I shed tears & blood there... Thinking back of the memories there... There are just too many things to remember! The Children, adults, visitings, sports day, waterfall, river, haystack, caltapult target shooting, meals, washing of dishes, walking stick, soccer match, teaching... There are just too many... it will take me days to finish... & there are just too many things undone yet so little time... we are only there for 10 short days! So many soul yet unsaved... not because they do not want to believe... coz they have not even heard about Christ....
Im just like a living zombie... 人在心不在!
Do Not Ask Me If Im Ok...? Coz after reading this, I have just answered your Qns...
Dun feel like doing anything just feel like lying on bed all day long... even Canoeing ( everyone says Im enthu in...) seems meaningless to me... one word to describe BORING LIFE@... Cant wait to get out of my home... havent got out since i came back... mayb going out with you all this tuesday might make me feel better...
SORRY GUYS!!!! IM JUST LETTING IT ALL OUT!!!! FORGIVE ME!!!!!
My Heart Always Beating For 雲 華 村.... Emmanuel ( Song Jie with great thai essence),
7:55 PM
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