Tuesday, February 28, 2006

A prayer to Our Heavenly Father in Heaven,

Dear Lord..

Before I realized I am a sinner.. my life is so much "fun!" I can don't study! I can rollerblade everyday! I can skip lecture! I can say whatever so-called cool words I like! I can do whatever I want!

After I realised I am a sinner, i become a Christian.. a follower of Christ.. my life got less fun in this "world".. I study more.. I stop rollerblading.. I attend all lectures.. I say words to encourage people.. I do whatever God you wants me to do..

O God u call me! You changed me! I can no longer do all those things that I do in the past.. becoz I find it meaningless now.. I no longer enjoy that kind of life... My spirit can't mix with my old self.. becoz light cannot be in the dark.. the light in me must shine for You and not cover..

Though I am not perfect now.. I do believe that I will be perfect when I see You Jesus! I will work towards that so that when You see me... I will be blameless before You.. and You will be glad to know that Your death is not in vain..

O Lord my God.. life on earth is really not easy.. alot of struggles and suffering everyday. but I will not give up.. I will perservere on.. I know by me alone.. I cant do it.. I know the One who called me is faithful, and He will do it for me.. I believe You will do it.. You are sanctifying me.. You let me go thru all the pain and suffering so that I can feel 0.0000001% of how you felt on the cross.. thank you for granting me that pain.. It is granted to me that I can suffer for you.. Sanctification is a painful process... but I know thats my only direction in life becoz you meant good for your servant...

In Jesus Name .. Amen...

Your servant...

12:18 AM
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